The leaves of the maple tree,
slowly float down.
It's the same as my feelings,
I feel I'm gonna drown.
The days when she left me,
doesn't seem far.
I'm confused and trapped,
like a fly in a jar.
Her sweet sweet words,
left me smiling.
The more I recall,
I feel like I'm dying.
Her very first presence,
was a pleasant surprise.
I caught a sight of her online,
of delight in cries.
I asked to know her more,
to try and be her friend.
It was just my curiousity,
that moved me to the end.
We talked and we chatted,
we joked and we shared.
I thought finally,
there was someone who cared.
My problems, my worries,
were all dissolved.
But my desire to know her more,
is never resolved.
I yearned to see her,
to learn more of her.
I still miss her,
but does she know it's her?

Kiwi still didn't reply me. I'm so sick of waiting. She never even tells me if we're still together or not. She just says she still like another guy. Everytime. It happens eveytime. Every girl don't seem to understand me fully. I really wish for her to come back to me. Anyway, Gina took a couple of photos of me today. LOL. It's kind of candid but it came out nicely. It's all uploaded in Friendster. Check it out if you want to. :D

Had a wonderful lunch with Sze Wei today. After school was over, I met her at Tampines Mall to have some 4pm lunch. Pretty late, but that's the way it is. We went AJISEN to have this ramen which tastes totally weird and I swore not to ever eat it again. Wei found it delicious in contrast so I told her she can come here again; HERSELF. LOL. Wei wanted to do some shopping for a dress to her school's graduation night so we went round the whole mall in search of her 'perfect dress'. I was so totally tired having to keep running after her shops after shops until I finally surrendered and waved a white flag. Sadly, she has yet to find that perfect dress of hers so she's going out tomorrow in search of it. Luckily I'm not the 'victim' tomorrow. LOL.




Istillmissyou.

How do I love thee?

A girl beautiful as the clouds,
which only some could see.
She was the girl of my dreams,
and wonderful it may be.
Her beauty is appreciated,
and widely seen.
Yet our story seems ancient,
so short it has been.
I asked for her hand,
and sweetly she blushed.
She gave me hers,
there and then I flushed.
Days seemed to look brighter,
whenever her presence is sensed,
I loved her so,
she evaporates all my tense.
Yet on 27 September 2006
she told me a heart-breaking news.
She said to me,
" I can't forget him, I only like you so few "
My world was crashed,
time had stopped.
I stared at my phone in disbelief,
as my tears were dropped.
I tried to get her to return to me.
but she ignore my messages,
and set me free.
I love her so,
and I still do.
Honey... give me another chance, will you?

Freakish

Had a rough day today. Was supposed to meet up with Gina to finish the model of our hotel. Unfortunately that girl told me at the last minute she couldn't make it. Like what the fuck? So I stayed at home and finish making it myself. It was a difficult task as Desmond kept crawling around my project and touching it. Mom was away and I had to take care of Des AND finish my project. How retarded can my life get? Gonna meet Shuan later for drinks at MOS. It has been quite a long time since we catch up on stuff. Yea, and of course going to MOS too. Now I got work, school and girlfriend to juggle but hey, I love all of them. ;) I promised dear after all my work I'll call her and then take her out. Hmmm... I'm gonna start thinking of what to buy for our 1 month anniversary. Haha.

Touche`

Projects are piling up. Datelines are drawing nearer. I guess that's part of Poly life. Even though I've been through it 1 year, the 2nd year somehow isn't any better. Today's the 20th of Sept. 10 days since me and ah girl were together. I miss her so much. But she doesn't seem to understand my refusal to call her. She must be mad at me, I guess. It's not that I don't wish to call her. But school ends so late everyday, plus lots of work undone, how do I ever find the time to call her? Jeez. Anyway, Mrs Lim came and talk to me today. She asked me how is my project going on. Like what the fuck. Ivan and Gina are always late for our meetings. That leaves Daniel and Hui Qian, who are at least the only ones who bother to come punctually for the meetings. And even though Daniel is early all he does is glance over at the project once every 20 mins and say: "Hmmm it's coming along well" Like fuck you, Daniel. For once do something! Jesus...